Day 1.
I was a zombie walking. I cried briefly for a few minutes hours after the devastating phone call.
Day 3.
I went to your house. Numb, sweating, dry heaving. Hysterical crying outbursts at any given moment.
Day 6.
I saw you in a casket and vomited. It was actually true. You were dead.
Week 1 summary.
Absolute denial of some sort. My brain didn't function. I couldn't sleep, eat or think.
It is amazing what the sudden loss of a loved one can do to a person. Absolute sadness.
I can't believe we haven't spoken in 4 months. You lost it all, I still love you.
