The Actor

There is something you should know, underneath my smile I'm not well

You could never tell, or see that in me

You would always just believe, so you didn't have to feel the pain

How easily it was for you to deny me relief

It's so easy for you to pretend you're something you're not

I got caught in the web of acting distraught

　

I never forget the pain, but I never let you know that I remember

I never forget what you did to me, time passes but the thoughts linger of what could have been and what will now never be

I've been running just to fall, I couldn't have predicted this all

It's become so clear in mind, you've just been a waste of time 

Written: December 7, 2010